Delilah of Damnus IV

By Tod McCoy


Love comes calling      like an unwanted salesman
all straight teeth 	good smells
          hunger		wrapped in jasmine.
Ten planets away she stares at me     files her teeth   
         dresses           smiles
  packs her bags     	boards the ship
	I’m coming for you.  	Again.

I smell starline fuel for days 	  before she arrives; I hear 
   wet footsteps in the patio    just after dawn
taste her perfume    	feel 
     her odor around my chest    like arms at midnight.
She calls herself  	Delilah of Damnus IV, 
  and an evil grin  darkens her face.
It is a smile. 	There is nothing evil about her. 
Except her smile.
She moves faster 	at the scent of chocolate 
   than a shark smelling blood.   Laughs at the dangers
of deep space travel.
	You needn’t be so strange, stranger, 		she says.
    Familiarity does not diminish with distance       only time.
Why then the utter fear        of the approaching speed of light?
   The need for touch 		 the repel of attraction
  Here she comes	again	   Delilah of Damnus IV
We are hot 	as the space we fold between us,
halving and halving again 	until
  frustrated          I darken      shake my head
                  we’re asymptotes, I say.
     Please   she says	let’s keep tending 
to infinity.

I can only wait 	as the universe rushes in to meet me. 
     For a little while, there will be harmony     peace
skylines outlined with reverence     expecting so much,
   sighing when they see 			        so little.
	Love	until we can no longer stand each other
		and she departs.
We used to play a game, saying     me amas todavía
  To see if the words 	caught up to each other
     and put themselves in order	before she arrived.
They never did.

The ship tires 	    nearing its destination
   takes shorter steps 		breathes heavier 
 	sits with a groan            leans back to rest.
she deships 	grins
    Smiles    darkens    looks down
        Looks up.    Speaks my name.
                   I am sold.            Again.

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